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i change back to blogger cause i feel like it lol.

Lately, i have been playing around with photoshop and i actually love doing it =D.

Before

After

Over thinking is a poisonous disease. Please stop it.

Pregnant with excitement and anxiety,
What will my “child” like?

Like the moon, living off deflected glory,
when can i shine on my own..

Its always your expectation, what about mine?
I just do not show.

Should have been happy but why not?
Let’s laugh it off..hahahahaha…

Monday and Tuesday off. All because i was kana kicked around like a ball. Old place give me to new place and new place want to give me back to old place. Oh well, ill enjoy my 2 days off while they go settle it themselves.

Yesterday, shimei and me went to celebrate our 1y5m together. We wore our couple tees together (non-camera phone so no pictures) and paraded it in Jurong point. Luckily, I didn’t meet any of my former friends cause they were supposed to book in that night.

Together, we went to eat swensens. When we were taken to our seats which is on the “outside” of swensens therefore we requested to move to the “inside” which we ended up in. I dunno if it is good luck or bad luck.

While we were eating halfway, i saw 2 guys wearing fully black. I didn’t take notice of it much cause they are prolly from the same workplace i assume. After 1 min, another fully black guy pops up at the same table, i was stunned but guess its a big coincidences but when 3 more fully black guys, I am wondering “what the hell??!!”. One of the guy stood up which sits at the table right behind us and announce to the whole restaurant, he is going to propose to his girlfriend so he went down on his knee and proposed. Everyone in the restaurant clapped for them.

I’m thinking of us and we are drifting away and the distance is further than I had ever felted before. I know secretly you are comparing me and xueli’s bf, you didnt say it in my face but i know i probably don’t fare very good. If it is about today that i didn’t meet you when you are feeling sianz, its the same with what you said yesterday isn’t it? When im sick, you also wont come to take care of me because I can take care of myself. Or maybe it is because of yesterday that i’m not happy with you going out alone with your guy fren, i still won’t feel happy about you and a guy together and i believe its the same if i went with a girl. Time that I should put more effort into this relationship.

Happy cown

Sianz cown

Sad cown

Angry cown

Just brought a new wallet that i always wanted =)

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